outset as in news warn that today's post may offend sensitivities to low moods.
I made a pact years ago, a pact that most of us have done with more than one person. And scathing comments today so I remembered. He recalled that one summer night philosophizing with my older brother on the terrace of the house, watching the few stars in the sky, we made the pact that whoever died first would visit the other.
do not know why we made this pact, is the kind of pact you make with your spouse, not your brother more even if you take eighteen years and assume that the law of life, will die first.
was fifty years old when he had three consecutive respiratory arrest. The latter was "more time" with the heart stopped and it revived in the emergency room because he was a young person, if he were an old man, he had been left to die ... He spent a night
intubated in the ICU, the doctors told us there was little chance that if I did wake up and did not know whether there would be irreversible brain damage from lack of oxygen ... Against all odds
awoke, as if nothing had happened. Terribly afraid that yes, he admitted that there was nothing on the other hand, there was no seen a tunnel, not a heavenly white light, or my parents to welcome with open arms. Nothing, absolutely unconscious, nothing.
All for nothing because they beat another crisis weeks later.
going for six years since my brother died, but an incident "strange" that sure is easy to explain (or not), it appeared to me to unravel the mysteries of death.
However, this morning I woke up missing him terribly missed, with a famous song by Carlos Santana sonándome in the head. Maybe it's his way of saying always be with me ... And it cost me a horror writing this post but now I feel like I had taken a burden.
going for you Toni!
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