Friday, April 29, 2011

Gameshark Mac Crystal

The report Brodeck Letting skin

little I needed to finish the book Brodeck report by Philippe Claudel. Has left me absolutely hooked. Previously, I had read Grey Souls that I felt a little heavy, but the author's style seemed very particular.
gender do not know where to classify it, if the suspense or drama, hard to read.
I leave a quote:
I thought that if God existed yet, it was an oddball who chose
let live peacefully for centuries
trees while converting the lives of men as short and
so hard. "(pág.112)

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Miss Sixty Antoine Dansaert



Talking the other day in the park with other moms, one commented on how much it cost to become pregnant with her second child. He said he did not want a child artificial. It sounded like science fiction, the movie of Spielbierg Artificial Intelligence. That not get me wrong, did not bother me at all his words, she knows that my son was conceived through IVF is not something to hide, rather it is a fact that fills me with pride, which I presume. If something I've struggled in this life was to be a mother.
Since I have had use of reason as clear. Always asked for Reyes Nenuco like baby dolls and for years I gave my mother the suckling pig to bring me a baby brother. The poor man died laughing and I replied that it lacked only (considering that I had to rebound with 42 years to be another).
More or less a year of marriage we bought a car financed for four years to raise larger families. It was August and we went to Asturias a week, than optimistic when we talked to perhaps, in turn, would bring us good memories of the trip.
the time I got pregnant, the car was more than repaid.
We had a little over a year looking to have children when the doctors told us hinted that to get pregnant we would need God's help, especially the second and science.
Reboviné the film a year earlier at work and not knowing where I was coming, discussing with a colleague from fertility treatments, what would ever to have a child. This time more than two cups of broth drink me, I drank eight liters of the pressure cooker.
Must see, you spend most of the youth heard from your mother be careful you do not get pregnant and think ironic if the mind is so powerful that it left you sterile.
for me marched mind comedies about couples who want to have a child undergo a ordeal of fertility treatments, but when you live since you live in a tragedy, a few laughs and many tears. The worst is not the physical the matter. I consider myself lucky, do not give me the creeps needles prick me or draw me and thank goodness because I was going to play to nail more needles in the belly that the Hellraiser uncle in the face.
The worst is the emotional part, waiting. The twelve days until the pregnancy test, listening to your body waiting for a sign, a vomiting, nausea. Anything. Because the psychological impact of unsuccessful fertility treatment in a couple is the same as abortion.
If I look back, from a distance healing time, I get the feeling that another person has lived. I still remember the astonishment of the librarian face of the neighborhood when I asked for two books: I can not have children and other aid can not remember the title match, because that's how life is cruel, almost at the same time I learned that the same could not be a mother, had ceased to be daughter.
The truth is that we tried everything, natural, evening primrose oil, the Andean maca, doing a handstand after , vitamin E and vitamin whole alphabet. We also tested the
divine, after undergoing an abortion traveled north by car and ended up in Santiago de Compostela, for testing, which are not. Finally
scientific. Three unsuccessful inseminations, two invitro, another abortion, another in vitro and Gabriel came in the worst cycle, after hormone as if to make a sex change, leaving only two embryos were transferred me two beautiful embrioncitos and grateful biologist told me the day of the transfer while I waited, sprawled on the couch and watching the fluorescent, with relatively little faith to this point in the script that pair of cluster smaller cells that lentils, take root in my womb.
The maker of such a miracle God Dr. Albert Cabero and Chiron Clinic team Barcelona.
And you can tell the church, Mass, never better, that my son is not a miracle of science, but a miracle.
That certainly is not nor will it be baptized unless he decides to do so.
No I snapped this paragraph to the poor mother that I had made the comment of artificial child , just told him a son, whom neither know, you're able to let the skin.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Ten Thousands Ugly Ink Dots

Goodbye to pedagogy. Nostalgia

already commented on FB, I've been hoarse, I have almost no voice, I sound between Colombo and The Godfather. And yes. Surely my husband and my children appreciate this parenthesis of silence.
Since there is an ill wind that blows no good I am recovering and parenting education techniques less "friendly." Do more and talk less.
you beat your sister for outside pictures. I turned off the TV and I was so wide. Gabriel usually notice about five or six times, I invite you to reflect, explain that you can not hit your sister, or kicking, or systematically remove all toys. And no good, five minutes does a reset, crack you again and I just screaming (and husky).
Today we're only a warning, I have gone throw the whole sermon. You're probably learning that sticks or a sister is not empathy, but because if you hit him, run out of privileges and, frankly, I give a damn because they are three times that Angela landed upside down because his brother pushes just as gets to stand holding on to the sofa.
Without belittling Carlos González, I think it's great that the Eskimo children do not eat fruit and grow as sanotes, but also food I'm getting sharp, if you do not eat the banana, no park.
I am a witch I'm going to do.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Write On Brothers Wedding Card



This afternoon I went to a gynecologist. It's the same obstetrician who brought Gabriel to the world (and not because of problems of mutual Angela right now is irrelevant.) And in these cases a return to professional gives you more confidence.
And I entered an immense nostalgia, and that I've only seen a pregnant belly ...
not want any more children. I sometimes say jokingly that if I hit the lottery and could hire someone to do the housework and the bellies of pregnancies (including kicking) may be removable as I was suggesting. But having a child we all know is more than that. Babies grow and very fast, easy in fact, is pregnant; parirlos and raise them, then comes education, that if it is difficult.
few days I've been dreaming that I am very pregnant and my baby will die. It was a recurring dream in both pregnancies, I suddenly awakened angustiadísima and touched my stomach was still in place.
blames I'm assuming you will not have more babies in my life, more kicking in my uterus (the other day had a muscle twitch and I get excited about) and maybe my life is ending fertile ...
I get older. One reason why I said that I was pregnant with Gabriel was because maybe he was in the early menopause ejaculation. Hormonal analysis at that time, apparently, would not come out very positive and I was given high doses to produce eggs in vitro were very high, and the results, ridiculous.
Now I find that I can overlap the rules, connecting with each other, so this is my second month with birth control, send eggs after all the effort to have children, I was forced to take medication, precisely to avoid them . So if in a few months to remove things do not improve, I will test to see if my dear friend the red, is on its last throes ... Premenopausal
only 38 years, I feel like mourn ...
As I left the clinic with the moral and pulling down as I wanted without children walking two mouths I've gone down metro, where I had normally be forced also by the clinic where Angela was born. What joy ...
It's just not the same as not wanting to have children who can not have them.