This afternoon I went to a gynecologist. It's the same obstetrician who brought Gabriel to the world (and not because of problems of mutual Angela right now is irrelevant.) And in these cases a return to professional gives you more confidence.
And I entered an immense nostalgia, and that I've only seen a pregnant belly ...
not want any more children. I sometimes say jokingly that if I hit the lottery and could hire someone to do the housework and the bellies of pregnancies (including kicking) may be removable as I was suggesting. But having a child we all know is more than that. Babies grow and very fast, easy in fact, is pregnant; parirlos and raise them, then comes education, that if it is difficult.
few days I've been dreaming that I am very pregnant and my baby will die. It was a recurring dream in both pregnancies, I suddenly awakened angustiadísima and touched my stomach was still in place.
blames I'm assuming you will not have more babies in my life, more kicking in my uterus (the other day had a muscle twitch and I get excited about) and maybe my life is ending fertile ...
I get older. One reason why I said that I was pregnant with Gabriel was because maybe he was in the early menopause ejaculation. Hormonal analysis at that time, apparently, would not come out very positive and I was given high doses to produce eggs in vitro were very high, and the results, ridiculous.
Now I find that I can overlap the rules, connecting with each other, so this is my second month with birth control, send eggs after all the effort to have children, I was forced to take medication, precisely to avoid them . So if in a few months to remove things do not improve, I will test to see if my dear friend the red, is on its last throes ... Premenopausal
only 38 years, I feel like mourn ...
As I left the clinic with the moral and pulling down as I wanted without children walking two mouths I've gone down metro, where I had normally be forced also by the clinic where Angela was born. What joy ...
It's just not the same as not wanting to have children who can not have them.
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